Amean wrote: My most sincere condolences for M. Note that if you continue seeing and sensing him healthy, in peace, love, joy & compassion then it is really easy to maintain your communication with him at all time. Spirits have a hard time maintaining their communication with us when we are practicing fear based emotions such as sorrow. Fear based emotions are like thick dark clouds that light will not shine through it. The best way to gain your wish is to maintain yourself in a meditation state of love, joy, peace, and compassion & chat with M whenever you wish knowing he will sense your love and compassion for him.